So I Can Howl at the Moon

I swear this new sleep schedule is going to kill me. It was "bad" enough after I graduated because then I was able to fall into a more comfortable sleeping pattern for me. I like being up at night and sleeping during the day. I was like that as a kid too and thats why mom always used to call me her Vampire child. So when I didn't have anywhere I absolutely had to go anymore, I went to bed around three or four am and got up around one or two in the afternoon. Now, I have a to-do list that's keeping this fat ass up too many hours. Bedtime is five to seven am and out-of bed time is anywhere between eight and twelve. It's a cruel sleep schedule. And then there are those nights where I get to the point that I've stayed up too late to get up early and can't go to bed without missing my early wake-up. I think the circles under my eyes are permanent. Oh well, it's not like I have beauty pageants to win. I don't think the handful of people I see are going to care. Especially since on a normal day I see my sister who likes walking around in single-article outfits and Dad who probably thinks after all this time that I just naturally have dark circles under my eyes. They match my dark soul, I imagine. I like looking creepy, so looking dead should help my cause. I'm kind of rambing right now but I'm also half dead so for all I know, I'm typing this and the keyboard is three feet away. Let's pretend I didn't stop to check.